It’s not that I want them, kun vaan nyt!
Now is what I wish for, en niitä niinkään. Nälkäisenä ravintolan ikkunalla, told to wait. And wait. Your needs need nothing. Muut ensin. Everyone else eats first. This is not even my favorite restaurant. En täälä halua syödä, but I’m hungry. Rich enough to buy the restaurant. En halua sitä. Mutta on nälkä. I want…
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I forgot about the art. Unohdin sen taidepuolen.
Ainoa kuva, jonka otin, but he is someone else’s canvas. Elämä ihoon piirretty. He was asleep. Jonkun muun taidetta. He’s unsharable.
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Straight seams for a canvas
On Second Life, nothing is easy. I spent last night creating a template for bakes on mesh T-shirts that cling to the avatar’s skin. The problem is that if you just use the template provided by Linden Labs for System avatars, they come out crooked in the most fantastical ways. People typically opt in to…
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I’d rather be Mt. Everest, mieluummin Pariisi
He laments that a lover who has been loved before is less of a lover, because gold and diamonds. Vaimo hänen kaunis kultakellonsa, Rolex a kin to his wife. He speaks of morals verratessaan vaimonsa siveyttä kullan hintaan. No more visible body parts in his view; himoaan hän ei voi hillitä. Naiset loukkaantuisivat. Me? I…
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I’m waiting. Damned. Odotan kyllä. In someone else’s bed.
The men willing to share are impatient. Odota nyt viis minuuttia! Doh, I’ve been waiting for decades; what more do they want? Olen odottanut vuosikymmeniä jo! Jonkun muun sängyssä kyllä, mut odottanut silti. So what, I’ll wait in someone else’s bed? I don’t have a habit of marrying them. Toisin kuin eräät. Saatans mamma. We…
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Oh. He’s naked already. Se on alasti jo.
The first time with an Aussie, I’m in shock. Se on alasti jo! They don’t muck about, Aussies. Ihan noin vain, se on alasti sängyssä ja ihmettelen, minne romanssi jäi. He forgot romance. A Finnish man would never. He acts like we’ve been married for years. Just tavattiin. We only just met 5 minutes ago. They’re…
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He’s never the only one. Ei koskaan se ainoa.
As much as I love a man. Ja rakastan paljon… He’s never the only one anymore. There’s always another in there somewhere. En osaa peruuttaa rakastumisiani. Miten voisin? He’s still the same person, and I am still me. The match exists. Crushes I can reverse. Pelkkää visuaalia. Visuals and wishful thinking. Olisi kiva if that…
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I agonize. Kärvistelen.
Viime viikonlopun riennoista rasittuneena puhun epäselvästi. I asked for selfies for an art project, but forgot to mention that his selfies are not the only content planned. Ei suostu. I’m surprised at his reaction. In spirit, he was ready and willing. Miten nää on aina niin mälsiä? I read back the transcript. No voi vittu…
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