So… CAN YOU meet your True Emotion Mirror by agreeing to it telepathically?

I still don’t have a definite answer. The closest I get is “for the most part, no.”

Here’s the problem. I opened up my psychic abilities consciously in 2012. I intended to become clairaudient or clairvoyant – clairaudient mostly, as it creeps me out far less than the prospect of clairvoyance. I asked for this; I wanted this.

My True Emotion Mirrors may want the same ability in spirit, but not all of them have asked for it in physical awareness. Some of them I know CAN hear me, but I don’t know to what extent.

I know my own psyche blocks out things like names, places, birthdays, most verifiable facts, times… Everything that is needed to make a real-world contact with someone goes right past my ears. The fear of it not being true is too much for me, so I just… Teflon brain it.

They can hear something.

I know, without a shadow of doubt that my True Emotion Mirrors and my mother (who is probably a Trail Companion rather than anything higher than that) CAN hear my thoughts up to a point. Real-life events have happened seemingly as a direct consequence of our conversations in spirit.

Joking Dragon, Russell Brand, Saint Dick, Agent Fireworks, Razor Testament, Boneyard Swagger, and Whiskey Dance have all made rather big, documented life decisions based on our conversations in spirit. Within the predicted timeframe, or almost instantly after (with a 3-day delivery time being about the shortest execution time from conversation to the gossip papers). Some have taken longer simply because physical time isn’t instant, and we have to do things in a certain order; just because you decide to divorce your abusive spouse today doesn’t mean it’s over and done with today, but you can certainly wind up in the news about it within 2 weeks if you’re famous enough. You also don’t go from a single man to a father within a week, but within a year is a pretty fast act-on-it time frame, even for a man with his little black book filled with potential mothers for his unborn children.

I may have had further influence with them, but those are the ones I’m aware of and can confirm. Joking Dragon being the most obviously aware one of the lot… But we also talk A LOT in spirit.

I am also quite certain Yellow King can hear me when we’re in the same room, but I have no way of confirming he can do it from a distance.

There are decisions, and then there are half-hearted decisions.

When these decisions based on a conversation happen, there are the decisions that are kind of like “I wish it was time, I want to push this through, I want it now, but I don’t know it’s the right thing, right timing, the right way…” and those decisions will remain in the making. Then, there are the “OK, that’s enough information for me, I’ll divorce the bitch asap” decisions. BIG decisions that don’t hang on us wanting it to be PERFECT. There’s no such thing as perfect timing for a bad divorce, so fuck it.

But… NOBODY wants to have a half-assed first meeting if you’re planning the love story of a century.

There’s a lot at stake, and decisions won’t be easily made.

After numerous attempts, we haven’t been able to meet in person, online, or offline even.

We try it about once a week at least. We have a “brain-to-brain” conversation, hoping we’ll be able to find each other in real life, but we just can’t. I think my spirit guides finally accepted that I am, indeed at a different state of awareness than the rest of them, and can be “conversed with” in a different way than the others. I think their idea… my Missguide’s idea, that is, was to demonstrate I am not aware of these conversations, but it’s pretty hard to do when I’m the one writing notes on the basis of them.

I still can’t tell whether it is OUR limitation, as in “this is not really how we want it,” or if it is a universal or COMMON limitation. I think it’s a very common limitation even if it wasn’t universal.

That said, I do believe we are destined to meet.

Even though we haven’t been able to make a conscious, telepathic date to meet at a certain time and place, I do believe it will happen eventually by what we know as “chance”. I think we all just have to fucking relax about it and let it happen at its own pace.

I believe this telepathic conversation has another purpose than being a spiritual dating system. It’s more like couples therapy than a dating venue. Not that turning openly polyandrous hadn’t turned our therapy sessions into a type of dating, but it’s like “doctor, the thing is… She’s fallen in love again. What the hell?!”

So I wanted it to be undeniable that we had foresight of our meeting. That doesn’t mean we MUST meet by telepathic agreement, although it seems some of my spirit guides insist on it. But to me, the more important question is, “What is common, usual, worth putting out there as a benchmark or a goal people will try to achieve just to keep up with the Joneses?”  I don’t think competing over spirituality or whose love story is the most impressive is a good message to send. I think we are in a responsible position with regard to what kind of messages we send out there, given the prominence of my TrEmoRs.

I think it would be a good idea for people to seek their True Emotion Mirrors in spirit before committing to some half-assed asshole who happened to be single at the same time and place as they were, but I don’t think it’s wise to try and bend the Universe into your will by the kind of force we’ve been trying on. Still, one reason might be that I, for one, feel terribly guilty of trying to command the Universe, where another person might be OK with that.

So. I don’t think it’ll work that way for us, but I do expect us to meet hopefully before we all need a pace maker.