I'm Trying

I’m such a poor loser. So bad.

April 10, 2026

I was watching Voice of Finland with mom and dad. As always, I battle with my wish to take part but always backing off with some excuse. JD, one of my voices, asked me why can’t I just do it if I want to. “I don’t know” I said, but added pretty soon: “I’m the…

The problem I have with God.

April 10, 2026

I’ve been working on this psycho-spiritual theory for 15 years. I have felt called to do it. There’s not many people with the IQ and the personality to push something like this trough, so I feel like it’s my job to do it… I can and I’m willing to… And I’m foolish enough to think…