All of my polyandrous True Emotion Mirrors identify as straight, by the way. Most of them actually are, too.

So earlier today, I realized that the Yellow King was feeling very awkward about the whole polyandry thing, namely for one reason… He’s straight. I’m amazed by what basic things still come up in our conversations 15 years later, with a full view into my brain. 😀 When I told him the other guys are straight, too, his whole feeling about it changed. He’d had nightmares. 😀 (He disputes that as an actual fact. lol He’d thought about it, felt willing to try and see if he’d like it, but feared it might be the thing that eventually disqualifies him. I admire his open-mindedness with horror, I think, because I would never try being with a woman, no matter who asks. 😀 Only if I found one that attractive, but I just… Don’t.)

Yeah, so I just wanted to point out that even though some of the guys have found ONE other guy in the soup to unexpectedly flip their gay on, none of them feel that way about any other guy in the group or otherwise than that dude. (At least for now.) One of them, always been straight, all of a sudden went full-blown faggot – he stressed: “No, not gay. All the way to faggot!” at the sight of one specific guy that I pointed out to him as someone I think he’d like the company of. I just thought their mind works along the same line. He said: “Faggot! I wanted to dress up as a girl for him, to look pretty for him, so bad. And dress so nice, he’d never have to be embarrassed to be seen in my company as I’d accidentally left hints that I’m a male, no, I’d do it perfectly, for him.” And the guy, raised religious, both of them, staunchly religious, he just… Accepted it. Went for it. Loved it. Perfectly harmonious.

So I wouldn’t worry about any of it. If it hits, it hits, but there’ll be no pressure. Most of you are perfectly straight and respectful of it.

Women

So they directed the same question toward me, about other women – “what if they were straight?” I’m like “yeah, maybe. Doesn’t feel too bad. Kinda cool actually.” And in some sense, the straight polyandrous women have always been accepted into the “outskirts” of our group, but maybe they could be inside. BUT I just have a feeling that they will split the group rather than add to it, but so be it. Whatever feels natural is what I want, all the way.

The whole idea of what I’m envisioning is to return back to our instincts and just open up possibilities rather than lock anything in – including the possibility of not adding women into the group simply because it SEEMS like the thing to do from a “fairness” perspective.